I wish I didn’t need anything or anyone. I wish the things I need were easier to come by and sweet Lord I wish I could control my dreams.
I’m supposed to write what I expect but really I don’t expect anything and I want why I had because I had what I needed. I’m slipping back down and it feels like the world is made of shit and I’m just trying to stay afloat until I get a burst of positivity and independence because things weren’t always like this but oh my God when it rains it pours.
